Love

I Poisoned Picasso 2/27/18

I believed

I could show you

what love is

 

yet you

showed me

something more real

 

my flaws

 

I am selfish. Ungrateful.

I am wild. hurtful.

Disorganized. Dumb.

 

my jagged lines

slit your throat

and my new knowledge

couldn’t save you

 

and now

all I do

is run my finger

over those jagged lines,

and bleed,

every.day.

 

yet still

 

3 truths exists:

  1. I am sorry. eternally
  2. I never have and never will stop caring about you.
  3. The best way I’ve found to help you is to keep myself away, so I don’t hurt you more

 

but every day

every wish I make

every eyelash, clover, and star,

is the same …

 

please, let her forget the pain

and remember the laughter.

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