I will love you first
you beautiful man
you warm soul
you red heart.
I knew you before any one else.
Forever my friend,
even when I didn’t pay attention to you
or take the time to enjoy that genuine smile.
I’m aware of the truth that compels you.
The kindness and light you aim to give.
The compassion that lingers on your honeyed words
there will be others,
new lovers to know ,
new glories to see,
and many new experiences.
But I will not stop:
drawing hearts in that mirror
blowing kisses at that shadow.
I will love you first.